Infinity Institute of Compassionate Living

# 2851

Kensington, Md. 20891

Greetings and Salutations to You, Edward, How are you?

As a sincere courtesy to you and in response to a copy of your website sent to me by concerned original and recent students, as well as those with whom you have recently spoken, I pondered and meditated deeply, and have decided to respond to you personally.

You appear to be misrepresenting the truth, particularly regarding who I am, fabricating my verbal usage of words. Our students, friends and family have requested correction.

Additionally, you appear to be unaware of the personal understanding and camaraderie often expressed humorously in deep affinity between myself and my beloved husband of over four decades which was well known and observed by all close students, although it did not include the words you stated on your created international world wide web posting regarding your ‘teachers’ wife.

Why I am of interest to you at all is puzzling.

The few times that I did come in contact with you, were brief, superficial, and entirely impersonal. Yet you chose to choose me as a primary topic on your website as read to me by our dear students, who continue his work with me, to innocent seekers you have spoken to, as well as in an odd, self distributed Essay entitled The Exodus.

(Comment: Not true at all. Though we rarely spent anytime ALONE with each other, we talked for hours on the phone, mostly gossiping about Mary, Samantha, Lee, and others.)

The Master did not involve those seeking help from him with our personal life, per the Way of all Masters. The Masters commonly choose this Way, as they deal with a wide variety of individuals. This occurred harmoniously, at our preference. The exception to this is our ‘family’ students who now remain by my side in loving unity, as their Teacher taught is the crux of his entire Message.

Your quoted statements on your website, as well as your distributed essay entitled ‘The Exodus” does in no way truthfully represent my usage of words, nor equate in any manner to my customary vocabulary, as students and all who associate with me actively confirm.

Being raised in the British educational system I utilize colloquiums uncommon in the American culture, as well as including humor in day-to-day life as my husband did.

I was always welcoming and courteous to you in the spirit of harmony and unity. As you express a deep desire to attempt to describe me, a stranger to you, to others although we have no affiliation, I will endeavor to give you a synopsis of my heritage, and outer qualifications in terms of worldly standards for clarity and gentle truthful correction.

Perhaps you are unaware of other ethnicities and their various expressions, colloquiums, and mannerisms differing immensely from the standard local vocabulary. As those familiar with East Indian culture are aware, humorous enthusiasm and joviality is common. The sociological colloquiums and differences come greatly into play here, as I assume your comments innocent and well meaning. Cultural differences appear here. Emerging as a graduate of the British University educational system majoring in English literature, I eventually turned to a degree in nutrition, being raised in a deeply loving environment of health conscious knowledge in a different cultural upbringing.

My spiritual drive overcame all, and I devoted my life to engaging in spiritual devotion.

(Comment: This is entirely made up. Robert said did not have a clue. Although I do not remember the exact wording, but clueless is the essence.)

You express interest in me in your writings. In terms of the worldly dream of physical environment, lack was never a part of my experience in my growing years, with a socially and politically prominent father who raised us in the old world British custom of love, affluence and opportunity. This is only of consequence in that it wildly contradicts your internationally posted remarks, incurring my receiving many letters of amused objection by those knowing me for decades. As an adult I established a career in art and design to care for my beloved ill husband, The Master. Spiritual correction is of value.

1. Fact. I have never worked at a Swap Meet. This can be legally verified. There is nothing wrong with this, devoid of the fact that it is untrue. You have publicly, and to seekers who contacted you, printed an inaccuracy. My designs of vintage lace fashion was carried in Nordstrom, and over one hundred international boutiques, My samples were bought and delivered to people such as buyers and distributors in various indoor markets throughout California, as are major designers for distribution exposure. I occasionally supervised the delivery and correct representation of my merchandise there. At no time was I employed at a Swap Meet. This is an inaccurate internationally publicly posted statement, requiring correction per our world wide student’s and friends of Robert’s request.

(Comment: I have no idea what the term “swap meet” means. This is the term Robert used. It was my impression that you sold your creations at swap meets. You may well have produced clothes for Nordstrom and others—I don’t know. But I am accurately stating what Robert told me many times.)

2. We devoted our lives solely to The Masters personal care, comfort and happiness. His family cared for him twenty four hours a day. He gave selflessly asking for nothing, and that is what he received from others, Robert taught us all never to take without giving more back. What are you giving him in return? Are your words that of a gentleman?

Your site contains a bizarre claim. “She said a plane would come at any time and take him to another planet.” And “You are taking us to hell!’ attempting a bizarre representation. This was fabricated.

(Comment: Face to face you told me this many times. Many times. Regarding the taking me to hell sentence, it was not about you, but about a member of Satsang who later hosted Satsang in Sedona.)

You seem to have quite a bit of extra time on your hands. We have some openings here at the Institute. Are you free? We could use all the help offered. It would behoove you to use this time in acts of Love, Compassion and Humility, avoiding karmic repercussions. These quotes were fabricated.

(Comment: It would be my greatest pleasure to work with you and Infinity. I offered this in the past and in response you sent this communiqué and a threatened lawsuit, as well as similar threats to my former website host. Whose karma would be affected by your repeated threats of lawsuit, even to the editor of Yoga Journal. I have his emails regarding this if you want to see them. Once again, I am offering to work closely with you to help spread Robert’s teachings. I did not mean for you to suffer. I was relaying aspects of my life with Robert and you were a part of it and you and I together were part of it, as were a few close students.)

“Why would you want to hurt anyone? If you are spiritually aware, this thought would be repulsive to you.” Robert

Inquiry will reveal, “Who feels such things to be stated? Who feels they must be my representative? Who is looking for name and fame? The personal attention of others?”

I quietly, and with utter devotion, devoid of seeking acknowledgement, continue my husband’s work, out of love for him and humanity. And his heirs will do so. The Masters statement: “If it is fame and name that you need, you will be beaten down every time.” Dive deep within Edward.

(Comment: Your quietly and utter devotion are punctuated by frequent threats of lawsuit.)

Many have been the recipient of your unresolved rage, to no avail. You have chosen misleading, and untruthful actions. This life opportunity for growth is short. Do you wish to spend the precious moments given you to find God, in accruing immense karmas of suffering?

(Comment: Nothing I have written here is untruthful. Concerning Robert’s words, all of them, are as exact and precise as I can remember, and most of this site was written about the time Robert died, therefore are likely very accurate.)

What care you for me? I have not been in contact with you. I simply peacefully continue The Masters work. Spiritually, Lovingly. Honored. Your actions require correction.

(Comment: I care for you because you have threatened to sue everyone under the sun. You are a danger to truth and a true propagation of Robert’s teaching. You have your lawyers, I only have this website. The truth about you and Infinity needs to come out.)

3. Correction. The consciousness that would ignore inner wisdom guidance, choosing to participate in and publicly distributing low- consciousness, unkind gossip entitled “The Exodus” while I was in shock grieving my beloved husband of over forty years (“ Her favorite thing to do is to discuss devotees ”) speaks for itself quite adequately.

Do you really believe that The Master is ‘gone’, and that you are not observed by Him, as well as The Karmic Lords, your recorded in the Akashic Records? I joyfully raised a large family, designed, painted, Pondered and meditated. Discussing students in Los Angeles does not even enter into my life reality, or my consciousness, other than when you discussed your preferences among spiritual seekers, and informed me of such. I never knew those to whom you referred.

(Comment: This is a lie. Everyone called you a gossip.)

Fact: I knew one or two seekers in L.A. by name or messages received on our phone machine. In my life role with The Master, much more urgent, spiritually significant events require my attention amidst a life of assisting my husbands Message, than to discuss local seekers. I am accustomed to misguided behavior after three decades of observing seeking souls in suffering seeking light, but never anyone who heard The Masters words and then consciously sought out darkness.

(Comment: The only darkness here are your lawsuits.)

We do not gossip in our family. That is how we raised our children. Life holds too much beauty to harm others. This is repulsive to us, breaking karmic laws. Didn’t you understand The Masters words of love? Love permeates our very Being.

Please be informed of the following.

The Institute formed by The Master as a vehicle for the dissemination of his Teaching in his own words, to protect it, to be kept pure by those that loyally loved him above all else, has never made any claims to Advaita Vedanta or any spiritual path other than the actual Words of Wisdom that came through this Master, experienced by himself throughout all the vicissitudes of outer life, remaining always selfless, kind, giving, humorous and pure hearted.

4. However, what the Institute does own, per the Masters own instructions, are the complete rights to all of his Spoken Words as they came through him in his own Personal Dialogues, and disseminate these Spoken Words in all forms, copyrighted by himself, precisely as he spoke them, preserved and honored in the manner he intended with integrity. This is a sacred heritage. His students have expressed the stunned disbelief that you actually heard the Masters words of Illumination and yet so crudely state “fifty-fifty” consciousness on your site, displaying a disgusting proposition. The words themselves displayed demonstrate the state of consciousness from which they emerge, to all. No words need be said.

(Comment: I was honestly expressing my mindstate. I am not proud that I thought this way, but I did. That was 15 years ago.)

“…But there are so many mean people in this world. Don’t be one of them.’ Robert

Fact. As you know, contrary to the general consensus of opinion, The Master was never a disciple of anyone, but spoke extemporaneously from personal experience coming through him as all true Masters. He did however receive confirmation of his personal illumination from Ramana. A key point in his instructions.

(Comment: All true. However, Robert told me that Ramana never appointed anyone his successor.)

No detailed explanations in interpretations are necessary, as his simple words are self-explanatory, speaking to the soul with stark beauty and truth, reflective of Gods love and compassion. This is a work of powerful love and beauty.

5. Correction. It is established knowledge that I personally, solely, arranged each and every one of his appointments at his request. I arranged all luncheon dates. I was given a lengthy list of names from individuals requesting rare time with The Master. Those requesting time with him were accommodated.

(Comment: This is untrue. You may have done this in Sedona, but not in LA.)

An additional clarifying fact.

The Master Teacher did not tolerate any form of disrespect or cruelty regarding his loved ones or their privacy. He once cancelled a Sedona satsang with over one hundred people. Why? A stranger to the group made a passing unkind and inconsiderate remark about his family member. No more need to be said.

The recipients of your words, false representation, and website continue to contact me in observance of the contradiction of The Master Teachers Message of Love.

6. My students, friends, neighbors and family were all present in the dining room immediately following my husbands shedding the physical form, when you would repeatedly call our private residence, and now remain on our tape shouting “Robert you are dead dead, dead!” on our machine as we were dining or meditating, frightening the little children in the room. This cruel and inconsiderate action on your part was so representative of the consciousness emitted that no words need be said.

(Comment: I cannot believe you said this; it is absolutely untrue. I hope you have a tape recording of this alleged phone call, as I do of your praising my understanding of Robert as a person, and suggested me I should write a book about him?)

7. Supplementary to this action was the knowledge that he taught you, “There is no Death.” Were you listening dear Edward?

8. Let us now touch upon your distributed dramatic essay you have self entitled ‘Exodus.

You, Edward, were never present at all, to write such a dissertation, to the amazement of those that were present. You dear Edward, attained false information from hearsay, third party, frustrated, souls from unfortunately unresolved backgrounds projecting their personal pain on innocents. These souls are unaware of the laws of karmic repercussions, of the ‘chaotic suffering’ that The Master says always returns to those that are unkind to others.

Shall you continue this life as a harbinger of illusion to others?

(Comment: Yes, what you say is true. I heard these things from others. But I trust their credibility.)

As stated, his whole departure, everything he said and that was said to him, was taped twenty four hours a day, and is now on video. All hours of the day were taped in his last days, concerning prophecies stated that have now come true, everything done to him, are all on video and will be revealed. His holy omniscience was clear.

You have received incorrect information. Very much so.

(Comment: Yes, I could be wrong. The information was given to me from others. If you have alleged videos of him and his last days, reveal them as you promise here. Put them up on your website for authentication.)

As you will see. The truth remains on the sacred video taping fifteen days of unimaginable splendor, leaving his body holding his loving children’s hands, relaying wisdom from higher realms. Much will be revealed. Every word said, every action, every word spoken to him. All are on the video. The heavenly intercession that occurred before us all. The hospice observers stating that it was impossible for him to be communicating so clearly at that point. His face suddenly illuminating as he spoke to other Masters.

His deep revelations regarding everyone in the room, each and every student, were taped, as was his choosing to withdraw to be alone with his loved ones. All was recorded.

Those present who read your Essay can only shake their heads, for you relayed inaccurate information, and wrote a paper on an event in which you were not even present. It is of more importance to his students than to myself.

The Video in his room conveys the Truth and accuracy of his passing in every detail, his accurate predictions, heart touching love for his children, his request of dismissal of a student from the house, and his ethereal transformation, and his announcement weeks in advance of his exact time and date of leaving the body that he had chosen to prepare us in compassion. His last spoken words, according half a dozen people surrounding him were “Take care of Nicole.” I was not present for this.

(Comment: Yes, I was told that he told several people take care of Nicole. I have only heard this from them during the past year or so. However, if you have video proof of any of your claims, please post the video, otherwise no one could trust that it exists.)

Dear Edward, the key points of this response to your various public remarks about me as I am simply silently continuing my beloved husbands work, as I promised, free of charge to those unable to afford printing donations, is that you should Read, Learn and inwardly digest the honorable fact that you have contradicted your Teachers words on Love, Compassion and Humility in daily life and actions.

(Comment: I make a similar promise. Besides that, there are already over 100 of Robert’s transcripts on this website, or will be once I figure out how to get them back up after the site was taken down per your lawyers demand. Why do you not put any of his complete transcripts, even ten of them?)

Digest the facts are that you have no rights to The Masters copyrighted materials to publicize, represent, seek an audience, or convey on your website, and to use his or anyone’s personal photograph and literature devoid of permission, to publicize your website and seek ego acknowledgement, to promote a website for personal gain when he never authorized you to do with his materials, thus you are not entitled to do so. You yourself explained that you had no permission on your Internet. Inquire thou, why?

(Comment: As I stated before, my personal photos of Robert cannot be copyrighted by you or Infinity. Sound recordings are/can be copyrighted by the recorder, not the speaker. The speaker can copyright the words, not the audio. Other photos can be copyrighted only by the photographer. Also, as I stated, I have prior copyright claims to 11 transcripts, which are included in “Silence of the Heart.”)

The shameful and divinely ignorant statement of “50-50” confusing spirituality with a gambling casino, showed The Master telling you ‘no’ by his reaction by letting everyone participate. This is how The Master spoke. He acted clearly. Your message relays him telling you have no claim to his works. He spent years preparing me for the dissemination. Exploiting The Master who gave you only love, with hate dictates both ones spiritual future, and inner stature. It will not bring you peace. This is the opposite of his Teaching.

“What are you doing? What are you doing with your life? The Lords of Karma are recording everything.” Robert

To inform you of the above statements is an act of love and to maintain the Middle Path, for it is true and spiritually accurate in honor of both spiritual and legal laws. My husbands work is not your own to promote. This is not your karma, and it is copyright. Enjoy your own life and peacefully honor spiritual laws. In this you will find great fulfillment. Peace.

I have received so many letters from hundreds of students, each individual exclaiming on the ‘simple yet deeply profound, stating their immense appreciation for his Spoken Words, a point of interest you should Ponder in the way the work is disseminated free of personal intervention.

9. When students inquire of The Masters Teaching, I responded by sending the appropriate Tape, thus dispensing his Teaching in his own Spoken Words. I would not be presumptuous enough, being his wife of forty three years, living life on a day to day basis with him, assisting his Teaching and providing a sanctuary to his original students, to reword or interpret his Message when it is spoken so powerfully from the personal experience coming through him. Such an act would be equivalent to my interpreting a mystic such as Edgar Cayce.

We are entirely a volunteer efort of love, amidst his original students, Sedona students, etc.. Did not you know the Master? Did not you know his love was from a higher realm?

An individual that you know remarked, “Why are they making him so gentle and sweet?” Beloved seekers, I will take this opportunity to respond to you all. One Simple Sentence.

That Edward, is the Way we all experienced him, every moment, and that he was.

Perhaps you did not know the gem you had. His grandchildren, great grandchildren, and great, great grandchildren, and their husbands and wives, will continue his Message with devoted students throughout time, as is their heritage. The Message stands on its own.

(Comment: Yes, you have made guarding and spoon feeding Robert’s teaching your family business, from you down to his great, great grandchildren, and you even announce it.)

Inquire ye, why does this threaten you? Why does this incur anger? What be this to you? Surrender to Love lest this life soon be over.

(Comment: Your own love is propagated strangely through your lawyers.)

The gentle art of powerful Self Inquiry. Who is upset by the continuation of The Masters Message for the benefit of all who suffer?

Why are you, as Edward so threatened by his students continuing his work?

Why does this upset you? Who is this that wants to harm others? Who is threatened by the propagation of words of peace and love by the rightful disseminators?

(Comment: Yes, so true; who is threatened by having Robert’s photos, transcripts, or voice posted on this site, so much that none is posted on your site? I would think you would be excited and proud to post his talks and images, but you don't.)

From whence comes the anger?

You are a child of God.

You are a being of Divine Love in all manifestation.

Did you ever think Edward, that the beauty within you could be excelled? Instead of being a critique, a channel of unresolved anger and pain too spiritual people, you become a happy vehicle of love and beauty, ‘spreading sunshine to all you meet, manifesting your True Nature?” Do you know what you are missing not choosing The Way of Peace?

(Comment: Sweet talk from someone so filled with threats of lawsuits. By your actions you will be known.)

The joy of unity? Did you ever think of offering our services to help the Institute, as Robert gave to you? He ceaselessly gave in his illness and transmitted priceless wisdom and love. I know. We prepared him for hours to be able to give discourse in his illness. He refused to join the majority and charge money for his presence as Christ.

A wise President said, “Ask not what your country can do for you, ask what you can do for your country.”

I say to unto you dear Edward, “Ask not what the Teaching, the Institute of The Master can do for you; ask what you can do for The Institute.”

(Comment: Yes, again I offer my services. I offer to help propagate an accurate rendition of his teachings and will work willingly with Infinity towards that end. You know how to reach me.)

This life journey opportunity for growth is very short. You were blessed to hear his words. How do you express this?

So many letters of gratitude from spiritual souls thanking me for my husbands time in his last years. First cast the beam out of your own eye, and you will see clearly. Compassionately.

“You will reap the rewards of your actions. Make no mistake about it.. You choose the karma you are creating each moment. With your words, your actions. This is a just universe. A compassionate universe. What will you choose?

(Comment: I will not choose lawsuits as apparently exist in you compassionate universe.)

For the past years I have been on Sabbatical, completing my book on over forty years with The Master, and the aftermath that followed, while caring for my daughter who suffers from a life threatening disease. Should you website be shown to her in her retreat, with your “Divinely Ignorant” verbiage, you a stranger, and inappropriate remarks of her beloved father and mother, the effect on her illness will be noted.

(Comment: What words have I spoken that would harm anyone? If I am as inaccurate as you allege, they will be amused, as you stated you and your family were when reading my site.)

Your consistent harassment of those entirely uninvolved with you in any manner, through your original letters and postings directly following The Masters transition and most recently, is of concern to observers and the Institute, and requires immediate cessation.

This is a courtesy letter of spiritual respect requesting your immediate removal of your inaccurate misleading postings, and the Transcripts, which are the property of The Institute of The Master, not of me, you, or person, but The Masters Institute. You have quotes attributed to myself and The Master that are untrue.

(Comment: What I say and what I heard Robert say are the truth. Concerning what others have said, and which I repeat on this site, I cannot vouch for the truth, but I do trust their credibility.)

You discuss private individuals who do not know you in public misrepresentation.

Kindly correct his.

Your honor is being requested of.

In the spirit of Truth and harmony.

Where is the Love Edward?

(Comment: Maybe in your Lawsuits!)

Your words about The Masters loved ones, his Institute he formed, and his humble servants who seek no acknowledgment whatsoever in angelic devotions, contradict The Masters entire Teaching, including that on Correct Living and integrity.

(Correct living, integrity and angelic devotions? Would that be of you or your lawyers?)

Your search for name and fame is in quintessential opposition to the Masters Teaching. The crux is lost. “Your actions reflect your spiritual stature. Are you living correctly?” “I would rather have two students that understand the Teaching, than two hundred that are seekers.

Do not fool yourself. While you are in a body, you are under the laws of karma.

Cling to laws of non harm, correct living, and kindness to all. In this way you will be free.”

Kindly refrain from contacting Roberts selfless ones of grace in his Institute in the future.

(Comment: Dear selfless ones of grace, did you not twice before in this “communiqué” ask if I would not help and work with the Institute? Now you don’t want to hear from me.)

Do not waste the wisdom you have heard from The Master. You have Beauty and talent within you. Edward.

You just need to Ponder your True Self and eradicate the unresolved rage that is an illusion. That creates pain. If you develop the Beauty within, you will be fine.

To you dear Edward, I wish you my unconditional love. Wishing you the very best.

In the Light of His Love, Mrs. Robert Adams.

“That ye would love one another. This is the highest law.” cc: Prem Devi

This letter has been documented. Kindly note that you do not have my legal perm ission to publicly post this document.

Comment: Well Nicole you can only sue me once. Which part of this letter do you wish to hide from the world?